Sunday, August 18, 2013

Second Guessing

I am having one of those moments when I just second guess everything. Its like what is it all for? I doubt that people really like my work, and I am afraid of being that author that people talk about, the one that really shouldn't be an author at all. Just because you love to do something, doesn't mean that you should. I try not to be the girl who blows of the news feeds with rants about self-doubts. I don't want people to think that I am just begging for compliments, I know that constantly reading about how someone is doubting themselves can begin to weigh on ones patience. But what else is there to do?

I am working on some positive things. Author interviews via examiner.com and a major project with my brother that may or may not be postponed due to his new job taking him to Florida for a month. To be honest, if it is postponed, I will be a bit relieved as it feels like everything is just piling up on top of me. I am also looking for a new job. Something to better help me fund my Giveaways (because at this point I am giving away a lot more than I am actually selling).

I will be happy when this slump is over and done with. I want to go back to feeling happy and confident in this and instead of constantly questioning everything and considering backing out of it.